I’m in it now! Selfish creativity.

I saw a pattern when I closed my eyes last night. I tried to replicate that with this drawing. And today I will make MUSIC just as myself. Such a beautiful feeling to release all outside expectations and influences when creating. It’s nice for the spirit to be inspired, but that inspiration doesn’t require me to recreate someone else’s art, it adds fuel to my own curiosity and excitement to do my thing. I’m going to pick up the guitar and play exactly what I want. I also just had this thought that I’m always trying to do the song justice when recording. I’m not sure if I even care about that now either. I just want to do exactly what I want to do. I don’t even want to serve the art, I want to serve myself! Haha. Selfish art is funny. I’ma do that.